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Friday, September 30, 2005
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9/30/2005 08:39:00 PM durin gp paper... was half asleep.. could barely keep my eyes open! but got through it.. hope i scored for AQ though.. neva seem to get that rite.. :s wanna study my ass off man.. it's only a week more.. den i'm free!!! to go out out out!!! hint hint guys! ;) haha... well.. nothin much else to say... nothin very interestin today... cya!
Thursday, September 29, 2005
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9/29/2005 11:39:00 PM injuries seem to be able to happen at the most unusual places.. such as.... ;) think think.... hee hee.. ok.. that was mean.. haha.. but it was pretty amusin to see interestin marks at interestin places.. n interestin ways in which they were covered up... HAHAHHA.. ok, dun be mean bridget... another thing i noticed today... some ppl enjoy thinkin that they noe a hell lot when in actual fact they noe nutz! ppl such as these are y the phrase "empty vessels make the most noise" comes about... or, in certain cases, it might be that of writin weird stories... well anyway.. promo gp tmw... stressed out like hell!!!! gonna go get an early nite's rest... once again, my hamsters r ADORABLE!!! wish me luck peeps!!! cya!!!
Monday, September 26, 2005
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9/26/2005 08:04:00 PM well.. back to reality...exams r comin up... everyone is feelin the heat.. i jus feel like throwin my books down n cryin... the stress is overwhelmin n i hope i can live up to my teacher's expectations.. i dun wanna disappoint anyone and least of all myself... i noe that with hard work n perserverance, we can all do it.. i noe the heat is on, all my fellow frens.. but dun worry.. we'll go through this together... u may be feelin even MORE pressure den i m cos dere r even MORE hopes pinned on u but u can do it! :D remember.. it's jus a few weeks.. afta dat, we can all relax n enjoy life for a while!!! :) smiles yeah? neva let the odds that life throw atcha get ya, U i mean, down.. :) i'll try n help any of u as much as possible.. dun be too stressed.. i noe, it's easier said den done.. but i think it's possible.. cheer up peeps! :) ps: i got hamsters!!!! whee!!! so cuteeee!!!! love em sooo much!!!! muckz muackz muackz!!!!!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
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9/22/2005 11:08:00 PM ps: if ya wanna c any of the links u gotta highlight the links part... anyone else can help me with that prob pls do!!! thanxy!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
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9/21/2005 11:35:00 PM
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9/21/2005 12:14:00 AM managed to cover quite a bit today.. pretty pleased with myself.. :D hope that it's enough though.. wat with weatherin test comin up.. my gardes for geog have been pretty lousy lately.. despite the endless studyin.. sheesh! well.. went to study with jason, clement, and ... erm.... uh oh... welll... i kinda forgot the other person's name.. sorry!!! i'm not good with names!! serious!!!! sorry sorry!!! anyway.. went to jason's house first... wow! his dog has GROWN man!!! whee!!! soooo cute!!! i like!!! n perverted too!!! peeked under my skirt!!! bag dog... :P haha.. accomplished quite a bit of studyin before i felt utterly lathargic n lay on the table... WHAM! my head got smashed in by some books.. courtesy of.. JASON! thanx ah!!! ben dan.. ppl sleepy wat!!! wanna sleep noe!!! hmph!!! n he did it a second time too!!! n the third time, he didn't even bother with the books!!! used his hand n... smack! oowwwwwiiee!!!! hmph! bully.... :P went to look for some other place to study.. went to starbucks n found it freezin!!! N there were no hidden seats so we could study in peace.. :s went to coffee club... clement ordered a mexicano... jason ordered a carrot cake which neva arrived.. hahahha... left in a huff n decided to go home... was sooooo drained!!! must be pe... drain me out.. was practically runnin my guts out! tryin to beat the ben dan hu seemed to be flyin in front! hmph! at least i was one of the first three.. adib, vitz n i were leadin man!!! whoo!!! nv been the sporty type before... so cool!!! :D well.. sporty or not, me needa sleep... yawn.... goodnite dudes!!! dun miss me! i noe u will! everyone does!!!! mmmuuuaaacccckkkzzz!!!!!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
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9/18/2005 12:54:00 AM ps: in case u haven't already realised it, that wasn't my LAST post!!! now.. go celebrate!!! :p
Saturday, September 17, 2005
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
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9/15/2005 11:31:00 PM TRUST often, this word may seem very deceiving.. and to trust one may lead to ur potential doom... i speak from experience... seeing as i cant seem to trust anyone... i dunno... it seems i m too gullible and think that ppl would keep wateva i told them confidential instead of proclaimin to the world... i trusted u.. u betrayed my trust.. but, in spite of that, i noe i will still trust again.. not u perhaps, but maybe someone else.... and hey! the whole cycle may begin again!!!! wowie!!!! y is the world like this??? wouldn't i be easier if everyone were jus trustworthy? this simple word has complicated my life entirely... n i feel like i erasing it from the dictionaries all over the world.. but it's not possible issit? :s well.. i'll jus have to live with it and learn from my mistakes and lessons....... one gal i NOE i can truly trust though.... Hui Leng.. Thank you oh SO very very much honey... ppl, wanna noe wat she did? she stayed out til 11+ with me to help me with my chinese hw as she knew if i didn't hand it in i would get a zero for orals.. she laboriously scanned words n meanings and explained them to the idiot me.. was with me all the way through.. i'm so thankful to have a fren like her... even though she had TONS of hw, she helped me.. an absolute true fren and i wan u to noe, hui leng, that whenever you need help, jus come and look for me... :) love u soo much for bein SUCH a great fren throughout the years... n Thank God for giving her to me! for that i m truly grateful.. :D thanx leng!!!!! shows, that somewhere amongst the fake crowd, there are true ppl out dere.. they're jus much much harder to find.. which makes me treasure all my true frens.. wat i did to deserve u, i dunno.. but i'm grateful nonetheless.. i noe.. seem so emotional today... i'm tired of this fake world.. trust has been left out of my dictionary for quite a few.. pls dun make me lose hope in the word!!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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9/13/2005 08:48:00 PM well.. despite all the stress.. the guys were relaxin n singin songs in skool.. dey actually sounded pretty good! or maybe i'm jus bein biased.. hee hee.. went to eat afta that.. with fareez pokin me like crazy on the way.. ben dan... pain noe! haha.. when we reached, almost all of us bought bbq turkey bacon!!! but i had no appetite.. the guys ate it finished it up... whew!! amirul, small body, big appetite... haha.. n they kept speakin in malay!!!! ahh!!! me no understand!!!! sobz.. well, some parts were in english.. n other parts were translated.. hee hee.. though i cant seem to be able to hold my head up whenever talk of karma comes about.. wonder y... hmm... haha... had quite a lotta fun though i didn't understand more den half of it though... hee hee.. n yesterday.. went to watch a movie with adib, vitz n kenri.. haha.. adib played a trick on vitz n made it seem like we forgot her ticket!!!haha.. naughty owl!!! :P watched The Longest Yard.. wowie.. if ya wanna watch for big, make that gigantic, hulkin guys, it's ur type of show!!! acc to them, dere were many wrestlers in it... explains the squished faces n grossly huge bodies den.. hee hee.. though the storyline was pretty nice... though fairly predictable.. as i had a 'foresighter' beside me narratin wat may happen.. which eventually did! haha.. impressive! :P had loadsa fun dere too! ok.. afta two days of fun.. time to get back to work.. gonna stay for nite study tmw.. anyone with me?? :D haha.. well, i did go n study yesterday!!! afta watchin the movie... actually managed to cover the whole of rocks!!! i'm ompressed with myself!!!! good job bridget!!! *pats head... hee hee.. well.. til next time!!! toodleloo!!! muuaacckkzz!!!
Sunday, September 11, 2005
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9/11/2005 04:43:00 AM thanx! u've brightened the day!!!
Friday, September 09, 2005
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9/09/2005 09:46:00 PM Notice me Take my hand Why are we Strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me? Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby I make believe That you are here It's the only wayI see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song is my sorry Ohhhh At night I pray That soon your face Will fade away And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby hmm... yeah.. it may sound desperate... perhaps the person really relies fully on the one they love... it's not so for me of cos... things r always complicated and nothin is ever the romantic love story we all read about... nothing's ever a fairytale... it may seem to have taken me an awfully long time to realise this, but i've known it all along.. i jus neva wanna admit it to myself... it's always ironic how, when u want someone so badly, they never notice all that u do for them... yet, once u get ova them, they realise how good they had it den and want to return to u, hoping that ur arms would still be open out to them.. well, maybe i may cos i noe how it hurts to like someone n not have the feelins returned, but maybe i wont, cos i noe how much it hurts to accept someone jus so as not to hurt them and end up hurtin them even more bybreakin up both the relationship and their hearts... to all those out there hu i've hurt... my utmost apologies.. noe ur leadin much happier lives now.. :) to those hu hurt me, all's well.. i dun hold grudges... to those hu i like.... sigh... will u hurt me too??? recently, many of my gal pals have been hurt by guys... i wanna shout out to all u gals out there ( n myself too)... WE ARE VALUABLE IN LIFE N SHALL NOT LET GUYS RULE US OR HURT US! IF THEY DO, LET US BE STRONG AND PICK OURSELVES UP FROM THE DEBRIS N MOVE ON... I always say... there's someone for everyone.. even if he hasn't seemed to have appeared yet, he will come.. eventually.. :) smile gals!!!
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
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9/08/2005 10:32:00 PM hear me moo haha... ask me y i said that.. ask!!!! ok, i'll presume u asked.. haha.. fi came ova today... in the midst of studyin, she felt the urge to go into the open field behind my house.. we walked around the area, lookin at nature all around.. den i got the crazy idea of tryin the grass!!! haha.. so wat'd we do??? hee hee... i went to an area where the grass probably wasn't trampled n chose a blade of grass... hey it wasn't easy ok!!! some were too hairy, or dirty, others were too sharp... decided on a nice piece which was only slightly sharp.. hee hee.. fi n i split the grass n ate it.. it actually tastes alright!!!! like eatin a rather sharp piece of lettuce!!!! only prob was, ours afta eatin it, i still felt the sharpness, like the thing was stuck in my throat... was ok for steffi though.. hmm... true blue COW!!!!! haha... maybe i'll try it again.. if i'm really DAT hungry.. talked alot to fi too.. now dat she has probs with the one she likes too, we can relate betta.. haha.. n i'm more experienced in that field!!! though i shouldn't really be givin out advise since i'm pretty much in the same situation.. hee hee.. oh well.. jus chill fi... if it's meant to happen, it will... if not, dere's always someone else out dere hu may be betta.. haha.. i'm noe to talk! haha.. oh well.. took many quizzes jus now.. hee hee... all not surprisin... except for some.. most of the quizzes depicted me as one hu was pure, innocent n sweet.. y m i not surprised??? hee hee... ;)
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
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9/07/2005 11:57:00 PM ppl hu lie to protect someone is an ass hu deserves to be shot but has a good heart... ppl hu lie to hurt someone on purpose are just plain asses hu would get their just deserts... ppl hu lie for the sake of lyin... jus as a hobby... THOSE r the ones to beware of! cos dey r so used to lying that they can lie without blinkin... or messin up, in the case of msn... i cant believe i was sooo gullible!!!! argh!!!!!!!!! went to play badminton with amirul, vitz n nadia today.. hee hee.. was fun (esp if ur in amirul's team.. jus sit back n relax) haha.. sucked at it man!!!! my gosh... so embarrassin... n went to watch them play their dikit... aiya, dunno how to spell... that song THINGIE ;p where they project their voice with hand actions etc... wow... had fun... vitz went home to change... den came the meeting!!!! oh gosh.. went betta den i expected.. though SOME took an awfully long time to buy panadol huh??? :P ben dans.. well.. things have been resolved n now i can go sleep sleep!!!! nite nite!!!! :D love u all!!!!
Saturday, September 03, 2005
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9/03/2005 11:58:00 PM  jus went on friendster n grabbed more photos!!! dis one is from cip 2005... had loadsa fun carryin stacks of newspapers with my new clazzmates!!! though i'm SO the odd one out here!!! Fareez is bald!!! haha... Farhana lookin good as usual n vitz... still lookin playful n monkey-ish.. hee hee..  ok, this one.. PINK background!!! hahah... my choice, duh.. the flowers n watnots too!!! hee hee.. we all look sooo nice!!! courtesy of me!!! my choice of clothes noe!!! applause!!!! :D  kim n i!!! me lookin pale beside her.. bleh!!! haha.. the one below is of half the nutz!!! deco courtesy of angel.. not as nice as my deco rite?? :P
woo! classy pic yeah??? my choice of background once again, n my choice of deco too!!!! say i'm good!!!! i noe i m!!! ;)
whee!!! the babes afta teacher's day celebrations!!! kim n i had on lotsa make up due to our dance item... hee hee... sooo cool!!!!! had our hair bunned up n all too!!!! angel lookin angelic as usual, n leng... ooh.. Beeeeautiful!!!
woo!!! my fav!!!! also deco done by me!!! haha... me got the pink crown!!! n leng got blue!!! angel wanted the guy's one.. horrible.. kim got gold!!! hee hee... nice rite??? :D
Thursday, September 01, 2005
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9/01/2005 01:56:00 PM yesterday was the teacher's day celebrations.. the time has come to display all that the dance gals, n guys, have practised for sooo long for... n.... it went quite well!!!! yay!!! three cheers for all the performers!!!! kim n i were decked out in track pants, i got a pink one, hee hee, n with our hair all bunned up n hard due to hair spray.. our eyes looked pretty scary but i liked it, it was different, n for once, i actually felt dark n somewhat more sexy... haha... ok, that was out of context.. well,we worked hard n it paid off... hope it pleased the teachers... now we shall work hard to pls them more thru our results!!! :D but one bad thing... i forgot to hand in my geog stuff!!!! in the midst of the excitement, i forgot to hand it in, even though i had brought it!!!! talk about bein an idiot!!!! :s went out with leng n kim to meet angel.. both kim n i were still in out sophisticated hairdos n dark make up... earned us quite a few stares.. whether it was cos we looked scary, or cos we looked good, i have no idea.. haha... n when we met angel, she was all weirded out by our hair n make up.. hee hee.. went to take neoprints n window shop, whereby angel n leng managed to cover two levels in the same amount of time kim n i looked through one shop... hahhahahhahahha... hilariosity!!! :p needa teach them the true ways of gals man.. haha.. the neoprints turned out alright, although i deleted all of angel's hard work in the attempt to delete kim's mistake on the other side.. hahah.. sorry angel!!!! went to angel's house afta.. but not before we grabbed some ice cream.. i ate rum n raisin.. yummy!!! haha... had a pink spoon too!!! haha.. when we reached angel's house, neat as a pin as usual.. had loadsa fun takin quizzes... here r some results!!!  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